so phil just left and idk what happened to me. we were watching a movie and then i started crying. wtf? i wasn't even watching the movie, i only put it on because he wanted to watch it. and idk why i even started crying, i just started pulling away. and then i went back to him and just hugged him...and then we were okay for a lil bit and then i just felt like pulling away again. idfk. i feel like im just being stupid about this whole thing. there's something up with him (or me) and idk what it is. sometimes i just get really attached to him like i don't want him to leave or get off the fone and idek why; its like a kid grabbing onto someone's leg hoping to stop them from leaving. sometimes i feel like he's just not there or like doesn't wanna be with me or would rather be with someone else or idkkkkkkk! sometimes just the way he acts/the things he does makes me wanna just walk away but at the same time i can't. gahh idfk. i want so badly to say it was just a case of PMS lol.
- 1 mind 1 goal. - <--has nothing to do with the above said thingy.
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