procrastination!

so being absent for pretty much a week; i have a bunch of hw and i should've spent the time i was absent to work on hw but i didn't. so now im doing all of that hw today.
as for my 365; i've decided to post pone it a tad til a life changing moment; whenever i get to start anew.
theres been many projects that i've wanted to start/finish and for some reason, the motivation just isn't there. just the stress of knowing i want to do it but don't actually do it...its a matter of getting things done i suppose.
i just need a fresh perspective on things.
anyways...so far i've come up with these 'life changing' moments lmao where i get to start my 365
1. i get my hair cut
2. i win the scholarship and get a new camera
3. i just get a new camera lol.
4. im caught up with ALL of my projects
5. the typical new years resolution
6. idk =P

hmm i think there was something else but i forgot; either way im just needing a new perspective and new motivation.

so much for that eh?

so im laying here, with a bad headache, horrible cough, and of course a stuffy nose. oh wait, can't forget about the crying and bloodshot eyes. at least youtube live is keeping me company.
woke up this morning, not being able to talk much, realizing how much sicker i've gotten. didn't care, got ready for the car wash anyways. bought hot chocolate and munchkins for everyone. it wasn't too cold which was good. i stood on teh side of psl blvd for 3ish hours coughing everywhere xD in four hours, end up washing only 6 cars but gained $54. at least now, we know more of what we're doing and can promote it more next time..tnx alex for helping! =D
got home, played a lil halo with frank and allan cuz they wanted to hang at my house..even though i was sick xD slept for a tad bit. woke up. felt horrible and just wanted someone to be there for me. tried calling phil but he's been busy all day with his friends and i didnt wanna bother him...ended up calling him like every hour or so =/ i just wanted him there yea know? idk. i didn't want to seem clingy or anything ...eventually i just wanted someone to be here. not physically here, just here. i feel like i should call someone but i don't want to bother them. so ill just lay here, eventually falling asleep. typing this blog that noone prolly reads anymore...bleh i feel like shit..

Happy Birthday V!

well, his bday was yesterday but w/e =] Thursday was spent working on scene one of my stop motion, which is really cool right now btw =] and then going to the hospital to visit my grandpa who had to get his blood filtered? idk..but he's fine and is in the hospital for the next week just to be monitored and what not. thenn wentt to dindin with mi teddybear =]
Friday..was spent being lazy and watching NCIS, and then rushing to get everything ready for v's house and panicking about not having a present..or a ride..but it all worked out in the end =] kyle gave me a ride and my parents got v's present when they came to bring me some stuff i forgot lol; and they brought JJ to trick or treat at v's house since they didn't wanna actually go trick or treating lol. v's house consisted of apples to apples; halo; 8 stitches; and a late lite talk =D oh, and mancala.
today shall include breakfast, volunteering, and finishing the stop motion =]

this weekend was absolutely perfect =] not having any hw and having a 3 day weekend. my grades ended up being 5A and 2B which is perfectly fine with me. ^^; so it's a perfect time to get caught up on my cas book =]