Sunday, November 30, 2008

procrastination!

so being absent for pretty much a week; i have a bunch of hw and i should've spent the time i was absent to work on hw but i didn't. so now im doing all of that hw today.
as for my 365; i've decided to post pone it a tad til a life changing moment; whenever i get to start anew.
theres been many projects that i've wanted to start/finish and for some reason, the motivation just isn't there. just the stress of knowing i want to do it but don't actually do it...its a matter of getting things done i suppose.
i just need a fresh perspective on things.
anyways...so far i've come up with these 'life changing' moments lmao where i get to start my 365
1. i get my hair cut
2. i win the scholarship and get a new camera
3. i just get a new camera lol.
4. im caught up with ALL of my projects
5. the typical new years resolution
6. idk =P

hmm i think there was something else but i forgot; either way im just needing a new perspective and new motivation.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

so much for that eh?

so im laying here, with a bad headache, horrible cough, and of course a stuffy nose. oh wait, can't forget about the crying and bloodshot eyes. at least youtube live is keeping me company.
woke up this morning, not being able to talk much, realizing how much sicker i've gotten. didn't care, got ready for the car wash anyways. bought hot chocolate and munchkins for everyone. it wasn't too cold which was good. i stood on teh side of psl blvd for 3ish hours coughing everywhere xD in four hours, end up washing only 6 cars but gained $54. at least now, we know more of what we're doing and can promote it more next time..tnx alex for helping! =D
got home, played a lil halo with frank and allan cuz they wanted to hang at my house..even though i was sick xD slept for a tad bit. woke up. felt horrible and just wanted someone to be there for me. tried calling phil but he's been busy all day with his friends and i didnt wanna bother him...ended up calling him like every hour or so =/ i just wanted him there yea know? idk. i didn't want to seem clingy or anything ...eventually i just wanted someone to be here. not physically here, just here. i feel like i should call someone but i don't want to bother them. so ill just lay here, eventually falling asleep. typing this blog that noone prolly reads anymore...bleh i feel like shit..

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Happy Birthday V!

well, his bday was yesterday but w/e =] Thursday was spent working on scene one of my stop motion, which is really cool right now btw =] and then going to the hospital to visit my grandpa who had to get his blood filtered? idk..but he's fine and is in the hospital for the next week just to be monitored and what not. thenn wentt to dindin with mi teddybear =]
Friday..was spent being lazy and watching NCIS, and then rushing to get everything ready for v's house and panicking about not having a present..or a ride..but it all worked out in the end =] kyle gave me a ride and my parents got v's present when they came to bring me some stuff i forgot lol; and they brought JJ to trick or treat at v's house since they didn't wanna actually go trick or treating lol. v's house consisted of apples to apples; halo; 8 stitches; and a late lite talk =D oh, and mancala.
today shall include breakfast, volunteering, and finishing the stop motion =]

this weekend was absolutely perfect =] not having any hw and having a 3 day weekend. my grades ended up being 5A and 2B which is perfectly fine with me. ^^; so it's a perfect time to get caught up on my cas book =]

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

All Nighter.

My first all nighter..in a long time...hopefully i won't have another one for a while. I got my english and biology done though! and its yet another reminder that i shouldn't procrastinate. especially with important assignments like these...
anyways. as for my not going to school yesterday. yes i originally didn't wanna go anyways..but i was going to go cuz i said i would..but when i woke up i had a massive headache..stuffy nose..andd sore throat. so i was like forget thatttt im staying home lol. so i woke up at around 10ish and started working on hw. i slowly got my way through it all. and finished close to 4am. eh..it wasn't that hard...i just couldn't speed through it? plus, i spent some time eating and what nots xP
im just glad to say that it's done, and im confident in my work. my next thing to do this morning, i suppose, would be to study for history and spanish.
TSA Carwash this saturday! at the autozone on psl blvd. BE THERE or BE SQUARE!!!! =P

Saturday, October 18, 2008

woahh im awake!?

I didn't sleep til like 2am and I was up by 9! (i think thats kinda funky) So i submitted all my stuff for that scholarship, and i really hope i get it. i don't know how popular it is so idk how many/who im competing with..and i won't find out til dec 1. right now, my 365 is set to start with my birthday! =] im not sure if i want to wait til the scholarship results come out..but as of now it'll start nov 29.
this week has gone by really fast. Group IV was way more amazing than i thought it would be. now, since i didn't do lit devices pretty much all week...except for tuesday..im gonna do at least to 125 today..and finish it tomorrow as long as start the mitosis write-up. and i completely forgot what else i was going to say...so ttyl =]

Saturday, October 11, 2008

I'm in a commercial!

heh. I went to volunteer today and I ended up being in the commercial. quite interesting. 'There's so many things to do and see! Everything here is hands on learning! Check out the Our Town Wellness Center, where kids can learn about how their body system works. *glances at Kid on bike* Great Job! *thumbs up*' roflmao. yea...
aside from that. im still at an epic fail with reading Frankenstein. i've been carrying it around with me all day and i think i've read about....3pages? yea. i know. its horrible. i just can't seem to focus on it. like...right now im writing this blog while watching Law and Order instead of reading Frankenstein.
theres also the good news of what kyle and i did yesterday for tsa =] we went around to a bunch of places and gave them letters about tsa. it had its ups and downs. most places kinda just shrugged us off but a few offered help. The auto zone on psl blvd is letting us hold carwashes. the first being not the coming weekend but the weekend after from 10am to 2pm. which is a good start. it gives us some time to spread the word and hopefully the turn out will be good and we'll b able to raise some money. two restaurants that i go to pretty often offered to let us put like coffee cans there with the organization name to help collect some money. also, sonny's gave us $25 which was cool. i kinda forgot to put my cell number on most of the papers...so mr.n might be getting some semi unexpected phone calls...ah wells.
anyways im definitely hoping that i can get this stuff done. =\
oo i almost forgot, i've decided that the start of my 'project 365' will be on my birthday =] since i don't want to wait for the generic new years day resolution that always fails.
time has been passing by so quickly this year. i can't believe we're on our way to the end of the first nine weeks. last year seems like it was a draggggg. idk where time is flying to! i gotta get on top of things and get them done! esp for tsa.
I hope everything goes well. My head is pounding and i want everything to be like..perfect. and yet i procrastinate.
before i hit 'post' i feel like an update on phil is appropriate =P things with him have been going pretty well =] he got me a promise ring..idk when but its pretty xD and i've got no complaints atm =]
idk what i want to do for college or anything like that. im just taking life as it comes. i think its time for me to stop. too much randomness.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

24/7

so im definitely happy for this 4 day weekend even though i have a bunch of things that need to be done. i well definitely get my frankenstein done and some tsa things too. today will consist of hanging out with phil and reading =] tomorrow will be with v and kyle going around town with tsa letters in hand. saturday will be at the children's museum and sunday is jenny's bday! and then of course a bunch of reading here and there. aside from all that work. there's been some internal? things going on.

i just hope everyone's doing okay, i'm doing pretty good. i just need to catch up and get ahead of my tasks.

we all change, thats a given. but its always good to reflect on the good ol' days. im always here for u guys, im just a fone call away =] whether its for help with hw or just someone to rant to. i know i have my faults too and that i can get really ehhhh. but that doesn't mean i can't lend a helping hand. i just want the best for u, and i hope u realize that. im here. 24 hours a day. 7 days a week.